Monday, December 05, 2005

the after life impressions and the present day resolutions

Reading about the after life makes me want to pull my hair out and inspires at the same time. However it is weird that i got absorbed by that strange though undoubtedly enigmatic novel. It gets me right there where I once was taken after an operation 4 years ago. I haven't finished reading it yet but i'm looking forward to draw a conclusion about the after life experience together with the authour. We'll see what happens next to my flying in the unreachable world. Hmmm....wasn't even sleeping last night - digesting.
Maybe th authour is right and we don't get the meaning of our life until we're dead?
By the way the authour of that novel is French which makes me angry with the whole French population because of their ability to create the most outstanding things ever.

1 comment:

Anna said...

I meant the state in-between the two worlds, i.e. the soul is separated from the body. In my case it was mostly watching myself lying on the bed from the hospital room's window. Strangely enough I could accept that separation and didn't even complain that I wasn't in the material shell. More than that, I didn't want to return back in my body, because in the after life I finally found the peace that I'd been looking for. During that short period of separation I managed to reach that place which was probably the Heaven where I wanted to stay so much that I would easily say "Good-bye" to all the joys of life that I used to have here. Though in the back of my mind aroused a comment about my meaningless existence which made me come back. The conclusion is There's no reason to be afraid of death. There's only one reason why we're so afraid of dying - we don't know what's gonna happen there and what it's like. As for me, I'm not afraid anymore.