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Baby dreams

So many times I've been gazing my baby while she was sleeping. I've always wanted to know whether she was dreaming something, seeing something in her sleep. There are some interesting facts about sleep I didn't know. Dreaming happens during REM sleep (Rapid Eye Movement) – the term used to indicate that we are actively engaged in the act of dreaming, rather than just in deep, physically restorative sleep. REM sleep is thought to be the most important factor for mental revitalization while sleeping. In fact, Scientists have proven that when people miss out on actual REM cycles of sleep there are all kinds of symptoms, including difficulty with learning and memory. Non-REM sleep is important for allowing the body a chance to physically restore itself, whereas REM sleep actually helps in mental restoration. And a newborn baby spends between 50 to 80% of total sleep time in the REM stage of sleep!
Some scientists say that since infants don't have language, their dreams probably consist of imagery without any dialogue. They are also unlikely to have nightmares, since they don't develop real fears until 2-3 years.
And still I wish I knew what she was dreaming, when she wakes up all radiant and happy))

My wishes to YOU for the coming 2012

Another year has passed. We only have one more day left. Just one day to reflect on what WE have done to make this Earth a better place. Have we had enough respect to save what we take for granted? Have we had enough courage to stop those who in front of us tried to ruin it? Don't try to turn away and say it's none of your business, don't pretend it has nothing to do with you or your future, or your children's future. We all are in the same place and it is our job to supervise it and take care of it. Now, I know that those who read this blog have already done a great job saving our planet. I know they are conscious and wise.
I have a baby girl and I take her to park every day. What I see there makes me go out of my head. I see teenagers damaging swings and slides. I also see other parents tolerating all of this. Every time. It happens everywhere. Some places may seem better but people are always the same. But I do not tolerate this, as I hope and I hope some things can change if we contribute. I talk to these teenagers and explain them they will have children too.. Where will they have to play? It works so much better than shouting or calling the police. These teenagers look at me differently. And I know that they laugh at me later together. I also know that when they are alone, they will know I am right.
So yes, we have to supervise one another. It is our job to make this planet a better place to live. Don't stay and watch while someone damages a slide or your voting system. Don't stay away when your friend is taken to prison for nothing. Don't tolerate when your goverment takes you for cattle. One single person can change a lot. I wish you that in the coming year! I wish you to have more freedom in your lungs and more respect in your head, so that your heart can beat happily!

Destino e Atena Lucana

Siamo stati di nuovo a Atena Lucana - un paese bellissimo di 2 mila abitanti, completamente sperduto nelle montagne - e abbiamo reincontrato persone meravigliose. E stata la seconda volta che ci siamo andati all'improvviso...
Questo mi ha fatto pensare - forse noi tutti siamo predistinati ad alcuni eventi speciali, incontri meravigliosi e l'amicizia che dura la vita; perche quello che succede con noi come destino, e stato sempre dentro di noi e nella nostra vita.

Truths and Rights

Where do we live? How do we make our life happen? Who rules us? Who makes the rules to which we live further on? Who is the master? Are you the master of your own mind? Are you being dictated or are you dictating the rules for your life?
Dont listen to them! Dont be like them! Be like you! Be free!
And think about it!
Tak some time to think! Thinking is a something we cannot afford in this world of fake truths and fake rights!
Build your life today! Be yourself!

a love letter

My thoughts go out to you, my immortal beloved.
I can live wholly only with you or not at all. Be calm my life my all.
Only by calm consideration of our existence... can we achieve our purpose together. Oh, continue to love me, never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
Ever thine.
Ever mine.
Ever ours.

Ludwig van Beethoven.

snob

Nessuno puo essere sicuro che lui non e snob, perche questo tipo della sicurezza altezzosa e gia snobismo

Al Pacino

Нужно не останавливаться. Знаете, есть такая пословица: «Тот, кто упорствует в своем безумии, в один прекрасный день окажется мудрецом».

Love is on the EARTH

Despite of some rather pessimistic and unromantic people convincing us, that romance is either dead or ridiculous, Google found a proof that those people have been mistaken.
This time of the year the whole world becomes romantic: people start smiling at you, boyfriends send you flowers and sweets, birds sing all night and air smells like spring already. Everything shpaes in the form of a heart, your heart that is filled with love and hope for love. So does our Earth. On these pictures, there is the most precious gift the Earth could give us: an island shaped in the form of a heart. Happy St. Valentine's Day! Love!

Moonlight Serenade

Today I felt like never waking up. I felt tired, sleepy, empty and lifeless. I felt all my energy go away with the birds saving themselves from cold winter.
I guess this state of emptiness comes from that kind of loneliness that cannot be either described or forgotten.
Lying in my bed with soft Sinatra's serenades carassing me like pure silk and cashemere, I was wishing the lights in the house I was looking at would never go off. The song awakenes my heart and makes it squeeze like a rotten apple.
All my attempts to talk failed. All my thoughts are about us sharing everything we have. Call me a romantic when I say I want passions on top of passion, when I say I want to speak one language to someone who refuses to listen.
I wish I didnt lose myself so many times that now out of nowhere I feel the need of rescuering my heart.
What's the point of having wings and never fly? What's the point of being talented and not use it? What's the point of having life and never living it to the full?
How on Earth did we get into this mess of never being happy in life.
We are perpetually told that we are not supposed to enjoy what we do, to love who we marry or to travel when we can. When did the world become so boring, I wish to free myself from it as soon as I can?
Why do I wish to find myself in a peaceful place full of NO people? Does it have anything to do with my life in present? What am I missing? What are WE all missing?
Have we become pessimistic or simply BORING? Have we become fools afraid of real love, real dream and real life?
I wish I could change something, at least something... with a little bit of talking.

uninterrupted

I want moments of never-ending happiness. I want passion strong and destructive as the atomic bomb. I want attention through speech and eye contact. I want freedom of a slave. I want run in the rain, and make love when it snows. I want to hold hands long hours when nobody speaks and TV is off. I want peaceful beauty of the glowing moon. I want nothing to be in my way when I am on the way to you.

pieces of italy and its hidden beauty

All the photographs displayed below, belong to the great Italian artist Mauro Patrizi.

Enjoy the ride

I repeat it to myself everytime I feel angry about wasting my time: Life is very short and I should make the most of it regardless of what I feel in the present. Maybe I am angry, maybe I feel helpless and tired, but thinking about it, I know: I cannot stop now and give it up. I have to make my life happen right here and right now. Breathe in and out. Stop for a second. Think about the result, think about sunny days and lovely sea, smiling children and love-making... Better. Now, life is beautiful and worth-living, no matter what. Never forget that and enjoy the ride.

The best book ever written!

Some parts from the "Muri d'autore" by Lello Criscuolo:

Muro di Frosinone:
Le cose bella della vita:
o sono illegali
o sono immorali
o fanno ingrassare!!!

Beautiful things about life:
are either illegal,
immoral
or make you put on weight!!!

Bagno di una scuola di Milano:Il mondo e una torta di merda
la scuola e la fetta piu grossa

The world is a cake made of shit
school is the biggest part of this cake.

Stazione di Napoli:
Brutti negri e marocchini
tutti nei forni
by N.A.I.
Noi lavorare
noi non cattivi
noi non rubare

Those ugly black and Moroccan people
all of them in bakeries.

We to work
We not bad
We not steal

Muro di Bologna:

Loro tutti a rubare
E noi tutti a guardare
la prossima vola ricordiamolo
quando andiamo a votare

They all steal
and we all watch it
next time we have to remember it
when we go to vote

Muro di Ancona:

Che giornata stupenda!
Non ho visto ancora la mia ragazza

What a beautiful day!
I haven't seen my girlfriend yet

Stazione di Rimini:

Per la mia ex che amo tanto.
Chissa cosa fai
chissa se hai trovato amore
o anche tu come me
cerchi soltanto le avventure
perche non voui piu piangere.
by Vasco

For my ex who I love so much.
Who knows what you do
who knows if you have found love
or just like me
look only for adventures
because don't want to cry anymore.

Muro di Roma:

La vita e come uno specchio
se la sorridi, ti sorride

Life is like a mirror
if you smile at it, it smiles at you


Muro di Padova:

Io sono felice con ogni donna,
a condizione di non amarla

I am happy with every woman
on the condition of not loving her

Stazione di Napoli:

Non si puo odiare o amare
una donna se non dopo
averla capita

It is impossible to hate or love
a woman if not after you have
understood her

Nothing to expect until you fall into it - that is the new definition of loving

Its inevitable that when you open your heart to someone, anything can come inside, even something that you would have never expect.
A couple of days ago my good friend was going to have the most "fabulous and amazing" wedding ever. Everything was planned and prepared for her to go down the aisle telling the "I do" promise. She seemed the happiest girl in the whole world. And that was until 3 days before the wedding she got a call from her fiancee telling that the wedding had to be cancelled. I would not share all the personal details and the details of the tragedy that happened that day, but I must say that the wedding was cancelled due to very important personal facts of the negative character. My friend was in utter shock, but supported her fiancee and the wedding is now postponed to be in December. But that support which she has given him that day was priceless, something she had to do for his sake, and that was the kind of support she was never expecting to give.
My thought after her call to me was: are we all to pass through these painful moments for love's sake? Am I supposed to be waiting long hours at the airport for the plane that is 4 hours already, cause the company is on strike? Am I supposed to be not eating for 2 days and not sleeping for 48 hours to be with someone who might be worth it?
I am thinking: what are the things that we might do for the sake of love?
My expectations were different from I got.
When I opened my heart I would never expect a ghost knocking on my bedroom door and all those midnight rumours that make my hair stand. I would never expect waiting long hours on the bench in a foreign country not knowing of when and if he would ever come back and be free for me.
But in a way, arent we all sacrficing, arent we all putting up with things which previously we never thought about? And if we all do that, do we not call it, all in all, L O V E?

Inspiring thoughts of great women and men

- Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the universe.
- The difference between stupidity and genius is that genius has its limits.
- The fear of death is the most unjustified of all fears, for there's no risk of accident for someone who's dead.
- Any fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage - to move in the opposite direction.
- When you are courting a nice girl an hour seems like a second. When you sit on a red-hot cinder a second seems like an hour. That's relativity.
- The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing.
- ALBERT EINSTEIN

- When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die.
- Fascism is not defined by the number of its victims, but by the way it kills them.
- Only the guy who isn't rowing has time to rock the boat.
- We do not know what we want and yet we are responsible for what we are - that is the fact.
- You must be afraid, my son. That is how one becomes an honest citizen.
- JEAN-PAUL SARTRE

- The darkest places in hell are reserved for those who maintain their neutrality in times of moral crisis.
- Remember tonight... for it is the beginning of always.
- DANTE ALIGHIERI

- I know many beautiful people and their lives are just so terrible. They feel so uncomfortable with themselves. Being comfortable is not about what you look like, but how you feel.
- MONICA BELLUCCI

- Experience is what you get while looking for something else.
- You exist only in what you do.
- FEDERICO FELLINI

- Anything I've done up till May 27th 1999 was kind of an illusion, existing without living. My daughter, the birth of my daughter, gave me life.
- The only creatures that are evolved enough to convey pure love are dogs and infants.
- JOHNNY DEPP

Резюме на соискание должности жены

РЕЗЮМЕ
На соискание должности жены
Семейное положение: не замужем
Гражданство: Россия

Образование:

Имею неоконченное среднее образование домохозяйки:

Предмет Отметка
1. кулинария 3
2. вязание крючком неявка
3. теория вышивания гладью и крестиком неявка
4. этика домохозяйки 4
5. основы ведения домашнего хозяйства замужем не допущена
6. основы управления кухонной техникой зачет
7. теория приготовления бутербродов зачет
8. теория и практика работы с мужем неявка
9. КАМАСУТРА (квартирное администрирование местных автономных субъектов универсального типа рабочей активности) 5
10. практика стирки и глажки 3
11. детоводство не допущена

Специальность:

Мужеопытный пользователь со знанием технических особенностей марки и модели



Дополнительное образование:

03.02.86 – 04.02.86 – музыкальная школа по классу фортепиано. Исключена из-за отсутствия таланта и наличия тонкой натуры у преподавателей

05.02.86 – 17.06.86 – школа танцев. Исключена в связи с «отсутствием чувства ритма, слуха, голоса и вообще»

09.11.2003 – 11.03. 2004 – прослушала курс «Выколачивание капитала из кармана мужа»

23.04.2005 – экстерном сдала экзамен по борьбе со скалками и метанию сковородок


Умения:
1. пользоваться кредитной карточкой парня (жениха, мужа)
2. пользоваться пультом телевизора (не всегда) и компьютером (совсем не всегда)
3. попадать в глаз с одного выстрела («что б шкурку не испортить») в CoD 2
4. читать женские романы (не засыпая!!!!)
5. выводить инструктора и его машину
6. привести себя в порядок всего за 3 часа
7. договориться с Windows, чтобы он не вис (врожденное)
8. прокаченный навык (до 7 уровня) на распознание алкоголя в крови
9. ориентация на местности с картой, компасом, проводником и бригадой спасателей.

Неумения:
1. работать с техникой без вреда для нее
2. готовить то, что кто-то любит
3. играть в футбол по сети


Особенности:
1. окончательное решение редко бывает последним
2. не следую дурным советам – я их опережаю
3. обладаю острым нюхом и профессиональным чутьем на отложенную мужем заначку
4. устойчива к радиации, ядам и замечаниям мужа
5. знание всех типичных мужских отмаз и предлогов



Навыки:

ПК-опытный пользователь: пасьянс, сапер, танчики, the Sims 2: Pets

(вся информация личного характера в данном резюме, к сожалению, не доступна - по понятным причинам)

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Loosing is the most challenging thing a person can experience in life. Loosing a piece of love that's been living inside of you, that you've been growing for the past 7 and a half months is probably the most terrible drama a person can imagine. Loosing a dream, loosing a future, loosing yourself in the darkest possible nightmare. When nothing can heal you, and noone would stop your tears running down your cheeks, when all means nothing from that moment on, your life stops. At least for now you have nothing more to feel, you've lost your hope.
I don't know what amount of time it takes to heal, but I'm sure that time makes you forget everything, even the darkest nightmare.

E stato un anno d'amore

 

Imagine

While everyone keeps talking about the financial crisis over and over again I begin to think of other crisis in life. I remember the “Gone with the Wind” movie, where Scarlet said once: “I shall never starve again, never!” To me then she was an example of rare wisdom and a great heart. I knew I could be like her when it came to me to choose and decide not to starve.
Sometimes I wish money was nothing to all of us, that it didn’t exist at all. I wish we were all a little more free, a little more loving. It makes me think of the perfect life we all could have. It would be the life without money, electricity, gas, oil, wars, greenhouse effect and CO2 emissions, without religion problems and without boundaries, without any visas and without hate. That is probably the life that John Lennon always wanted and dreamt of. That is probably what Dalai Lama was trying to tell us in his lectures, that is what everyone of us wants but never says out loud for the fear of being stupid to others. But I do believe in living “happily ever after”. And while there is a hope, there is a life.